Dear Miss Abyan Aisyah’ Azami,
Haha. Hey baby hey baby heeeyyyy! I hope that you’re smiling while reading this, you’re happy when you see this. Aww aww.
Dear Miss pretty lady,
So basically it’s your birthday today! YOUR FREAKING BIRTHDAY! Yeay yeay yeay Abyan turns 21 on this day! So baby, I wish you a very beautiful blissful meaningful awesome fantastic birthday ever! Hey baby, you’re a very pretty young lady! You should be proud! No matter what people said, you are beautiful in and out! Don’t ever doubt it okay baby? Aww aww.
Dear Miss teacher wanna be,
I know that I often said this, I LOVE YOU but I wanna say it again. I love you miss teacher wanna be. Thank you for being there when nobody else doesn’t. Thank you for listen to me when nobody else does’t. Thank you for giving me a very useful opinion about my crushes. HAHA. Thank you for not being judgemental towards me. Thank you for being you. Thank you for everything! And yes again, I love you. And I personally think you’ll become a great teacher one day! Aww aww.
Dear Miss Galaxy Tab,
Untung lah pakai Galaxy Tab kan! Fuyohh! Fuyohh! Haha. Galaxy Tab tu hadiah birthday eh eh eh? HAHA. Enough with that, so Abyan sayang here I am wishing you a very happy birthday. May all you dreams come true, may everything runs smoothly for you, may you be happy be happy be happy be happy be happy! And baby, moga panjang umur, murah rezeki, sihat selalu, dipanjangkan usia, bahagia hendaknya, ditingkatkan amalnya, dikuatkan imanannya, diberkati oleh-Nya. Moga Allah lindungi Abyan Aisyah’ Azami selalu ya? Aww aww.
I guess that’s all baby. Panjang sangat dah merapu! Happy birthday tau! Eh ni ada satu gambar you yang I suka! Jeng jeng jeng!
Tadaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa!
You look so comel hereeeeeeeeeeeee! HAHAHAHAHA!
Till then baby!
Much love,
Izwani Izani / 3 June 2012 / 2.04 AM
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Well erm hey I just feel like writing something here. Basically it’s 1.46 am here in Malaysia. I’m still wide awake even though I’ll be having my class at 8 tomorrow. Well who cares? I wanna write. So what should I start with? Liverpool lost? Unbearable feelings?
So people, you knew that Liverpool lost. It might seems a very small matter to you. No for me! I’ve been supporting Liverpool since I was like 11, 12? I’ve seen them through up’s and down’s but this season is like sumpah macam haram jadah! We’ve been losing too much than we should. Come on boys, you’re legendary. You’re in most awesome football club ever! Losing is not an option you know? King Kenny was great. He’s legendary. He did well for the club so far I guess? I just don’t know what went wrong. Change the player la kot? We need to spend the money for more excellent players instead of the average one. Takpela. Season depan ada lagi. Hee. So takpe. Yang nak kutuk us. KUTUK! Sila! Bukan tak biasa Liverpool kena troll ni. But baby lemme tell you something. I’ll always bleed as Red. NO MATTER what. Hah takde lagi club yang boleh buat aku menangis bagai. Liverpool je! The one and only. So, mungkin kena cari soulmate yang sama-sama You’ll Never Walk Alone kot? HAHA! Pastukan, orang boleh sesedap cakap, alah bukan minat Liverpool pon. Minat player dia je sembang lebih. WTF? Habis kalau perempuan salah la nak minat? Weh grow up. Ye I admit that I’ve been adoring Steven Gerrard! He was like my biggest first crush ever kot. Alah mesti ada yang kita favor lebih dari yang lain. Tipu gila kalau takde. Lagi2 perempuan macam I ni hah. Sesuka hati cakap. Urghh!
Okay speaking of crush, lately ni kan, I’ve been crushing on guys like kencang gila? Eh? Eh? Haha. Okay tipu. It’s not like kencang gila. I’ve been crushing on the same person je pon. But yeah, been crushing on person that don’t even know you exit is pretty hard like super hard? He don’t even know you for god sake! How come la boleh nak ter’crush’ bagai? People were like make a move la make a move! Ingat senang? Ingat boleh buat dengan cakap je? Mmg tak boleh! The thing is bukan tak nak make a move weh, MALU kot! Banyak faktor malu ni. Malu dengan Allah. Malu dengan Mama Baba. Malu dengan malaikat yang dok catit amalan kita ni hah! Saya mengaku saya tidak sebaik wanita-wanita lain di luar sana. Tidak semulia mereka. Tapi kalau boleh elak why not? Tipula kalau cakap tidak pernah mahu bercinta? Tidak pernah mahu dikasihi? Tipulah! Tipu! Saya perempuan. Perempuan normal. Eh eh? HAHA. Kadang saya macam terfikir jugak, asal orang lain senang sangat nak berscandal bagai? Like snap in a second? Orang selalu cakap dekat saya kalau dok suka sensorang memang sampai sudah kau tak kan dapat dia! Oh jadi saya perlu usha dia? Saya perlu tackle dia? Tidak! Saya tak nak! Kenapa saya nak buat macam tu? Ye saya mengaku saya minat dia. Mungkin lebih dari minat. Tapi saya lebih takutkan Allah. Saya takut. Kalau tak dapat dia. Then I guess he’s not the one for me la kan? Orang cakap saya gatal bila saya excited bila orang sebut nama dia. Ye mungkin. Gatal la kot? Tapi saya tidak pernah bersayang-sayang dengan dia. Sah kan bersayang, nak cakap hai pon saya malu?
Sepanjang saya hidup 21 tahun, tidak pernah ada seorang lelaki pon approach saya. Alhamdulillah for that. Kalau ada mungkin lagi banyak dosa saya. Alhamdulillah. Mungkin kerana saya ni jenis kasar la jugak. Cakap dengan org tu mcm org tu duduk sebatu dengan kita. Pastu dok hoi hoi. Dah macam mana? Tapi saya okay. Sebab saya mmg macam tu. So untuk crush saya, I’ll live it to Allah. Allah knows best. Hanya Dia yang tahu. Mungkin perasan crush ni dah boleh buang. Biar perasaan ni saya simpan untuk yang halal buat saya je. InsyaAlllah. Saya mohon agar Allah sentiasa melindungi saya dari perasaan macam ini. Biarlah perasaan ini hanya untuk yang halal. Hik hik. Actually kan takde motif pon saya tulis ni. Sesaje. Actually nak tulis pasal Liverpool tapi dah melalut ke lain. HAHA
That’s all I guess. Got class at 8! Ayuh kita perbaiki diri. Ayuh. :)
